I’m not okay, but it’s okay.
I think the psych consultation went a bit sideways, now that I think of it, running too much into the work area; exactly like I do in life. I run away from my thoughts, to work – the thing that’s almost logical, with clean definition of whether it works or not. In personal life I am never able to judge, what works for me.
So I’m gonna buy my first SNRI package today.